God is so good. He'll bless you with things you never realize you need. He'll bless you with more than you thnk you deserve sometimes, but you do deserve it. To Him, you're worthy of all blessings. Never mind your sin, get rid of it and forget it. Your sin is nothing next to the Grace of God. We are not mere flesh and bone anyway, we are created in God's image. God said: "Let US make man in OUR image, according to OUR likeness." Genesis 1:26a. He was speaking as One, but also as Three. Not only do we look like Him, we also have a soul and a spirit like Him, though in and of ourselves, we have no real power other than that which He Himself bestows on us. We are indeed a reflection of God, and just as we can manipulate our reflections with mirrors and lenses to create images, so God can manipluate us(if we are willing) to show Himself to those who need Him.